Oh how it hurts. How grieved my heart is. Not only that I hurt my God but that I have hurt other people. Hurt my walk with Him and another's walk with Him. So much self hate and aggravation. Guilt, shame, and regret set it. The more I think, the more depression tries to engulf me.
So much will be so different. My flesh wants to run. Run away. Maybe not back to who I was but definitely run away.
I have to remain strong. Have to walk it out. Have to give it all to God and let Him restore to me His glory.
So much will be so different. My flesh wants to run. Run away. Maybe not back to who I was but definitely run away.
I have to remain strong. Have to walk it out. Have to give it all to God and let Him restore to me His glory.
I can't take back what I have done. I can't change it. I won't ever be able to change your mind about me. But I do hope you know how sorry I am. How I will always be sorry I made you fall.
How bad I feel that I have made people have a distorted image of who I really am.
Lord forgive me, heal me, deliver me, free me, lose my chains,
heal my heart, cleanse my mind.
I LOVE YOU
